I’m just trying to find a explanation that “hey maybe deep-down they love me” and use that as a reason live. Like idk how to explain it… feeling loved such a powerful motivator to live.

Like the sadder they’d feel, the more likely I’d appreciate living.

I don’t wanna die, but like I really wanna like visit an alternate timeline where the alternate-me does die of suicide, and like I wanna see my parents reaction… Like I know I probably sound sadistic af, but that’s not what I meant, I just want to have the “proof” that they care, so with this knowledge, I can finally purge the thoughts of suicide away from my brain… know what I’m sayin’?

Average Reddit Post be like:

Inb4 they just put 64GB storage and with no microsd card slot and force you to use their shitty cloud

man in the high castle

Lol I immediately thought of Man in the High Castle the TV Show about nazis taking over America…

Language is so weird tbh.

Like I’d feel comfortable saying I’m an American, but like “I’m a Chinese” sounds so like… gramatically wrong.

Like, idk if its the -ese suffix. Or ifs its because the term “Chinese” can be 中国人 (Chinese National)，华人 (Chinese Person (as in ethnicity))，中文 (Chinese Language)，中国的 (China’s)，华裔 (Ethnic Chinese)，汉字 (Chinese Characters)… so it feels so like imprecise as a term, where as “I’m Chinese” is obviously refering to ethnicity (or nationality)

When someone say “the Chinese”, like when they refer to China’s success or failures, as in “the Chinese have managed to do XYZ”, idk why, but I half expect the speaker to be subconciously racist for some reason… like I feel like that phrase is categorizing me into the CCP’s decisions… like as if they’re assuming I’m part of a monolith that doesn’t have independent thoughts or something.

Maybe it’s just me and I’m overthinking this weird grammer rules.

I wish the average people realized this instead of bickering about which of their country is superior.

>Not Have EU Citizenship
>Gets Deported for being a “Public Charge”

lived under an authoritarian regime

I mean… isn’t that just most of history tbh?

Most people aren’t antinatalists lol

https://archive.ph/L9Jd0

They removed the fines, so it’s a decriminalization, which is practically just legalizing having as many kids as you want.

Average Lemmy White Gwailou has a warped worldview on China

I was under the impression that most of the fentanyl entering the US is being manufactured in China. It doesn’t sound crazy to me that this is some sort of conspiracy to weaken the American public.

Reverse Opium Wars lolol

I’m Chinese American and a dissident of both the PRC and the current US admin.

This story is the shit I’m so afraid of.

If my mom taught me anything useful, its that: it’s only yourself that cares about your own interests the most, your close friends will sell you out and governments will send you to death, that military is bad because you’d be cannon fodder.

This world is so sad…

jesus christ

two of the world’s shittiest leaders working with each other

I’m a US Citizen, but despite that, I feel like the PRC and USA are both targeting people like me.

Like I’m a civillian in the middle of a battlefield, and both sides shooting at me

A compilation of like bunch of Cantonese songs that adds up to over an hour long: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZkPjt_Ug6s

You asked for it, now you’re required to add this to your playlist, and you must play this during lunar new years xD

Now my fellow cultists: go spread the Cantonese language 😁

I was trying to make a “my situation is worse” joke, but I guess my sense of humor sucks lol

@[email protected] þank you for your service 🫡

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Bold of you to assume other countries won’t start doing the same thing.

Authoritarianism is on the rise.

It’s a permanent record. Makes it much harder to emigrate.