It’s due to auditory processing issues

Have the billionaires for lunch.

The cranberries Zombie. Possibly the best song out there

Not super consistent but about ten years. I have worked things out by journaling while therapy was not useful. Journaling is powerfull

Fire the firer

I’m in engineering. If I tell someone I work for the phone company they think I work on phones. Not sure what my mom thinks I do.

I have a blue sky account. But I’m mainly on the fediverse

Elijah Craig is the money

I saw the US version. I knew I wanted to mess with it. Asked my parents for a computer for years. Finally got one in 1990. Love my super old IBM XT

Chile verde burritos. Comfort food.

Dreams on psych meds are a trip. Started taking resperidone and had a colorful dream of a matrix like a blanket that I would push on and I felt the push somewhere else on my body.

There’s been other dreams like that too. I had a dream of my ex wife the other day. It felt so real, it shocked me it wasn’t real. Honestly made me depressed

We have a moron rapist criminal running the country raising our cost of living. My ex wife left me six years ago and it still hurts today. I can’t believe I’ve not gotten over her. On the positive I get to live my life loving my cat. So grateful for him. Even if he bites me when he thinks I’m starving him to death but I just fed him a bit ago. lol

Went to this ice cream shop. This lady talked about all her tattoos. They all looked awful like a toddler did them. She said that she proudly stated that all her tattoos were done by her ex.

My college buddy first told me about Linux at around the start of 1998. After some research I decided I would make the switch at the end of the semester. For a couple years I had mac but I’ve always had a Linux box running.

I call it chasing the dragon. Whether you drink or smoke or whatever. If you decide to part take the problem will be back there waiting for you.

With that said I really miss smoking weed. Last night I imagined puffing a joint and it felt so real. I might go back to smoking weed but at the same time I’m really afraid. I relied on weed and alcohol way too much. They were the darkest nights of my life. Pretty freaking bad. I don’t want to go back there to that misery.

My computer and my cat

Don’t know why I thought it was like 150. $67 isn’t bad.

SecureCRT. Expensive but my work paid for it.

I want to mess with Hyprland or Sway again. I currently have sway but it’s still missing a lot so I’m still on gnome. Hope to be full time on a titling But not today. So many projects. Don’t know why boredom is an actual thing.

I live to be in peace, hang out with my cat and have fun. That’s pretty much it. Right now having fun is trying to fix an old radio.